Another day passes by

Another day passes by
and I always think why do I try
My friends seem to have all the luck
And I'm always the one who ends up getting stuck

If I could hate, myself it would be
for I can't stand the thoughts that run through me
The muscles in my face are a reminder
of the one that I've find but did I actually find 'er

So I get into things
games, work or whatever God brings
but, I always feel like something lacks
An award for losing, I'd have the most plaques!

Yeah so I don't talk much
I'm a listener & such
thinking about stuff
but the recurrence's are tough!

All in all, I feel it happens the same everyday, so repetitive it makes me sick. With nothing really to come to. Sure I have a family, friends, God, & a computer but I always feel like I'm lacking something. Tom was talking today about reading God's blog (that's the Bible for those of you who didn't know) and then theirs talking with God where you pray. The important thing however, is not talking at God, but to God. Not reading to gain knowledge but, to get to know God. I mean how many people you meet on the street that you'd ask what you'd do with your life? Odds are you'd say none! After all you have no idea who they are why would you want their wisdom? If you don't know God then why would you want to talk to Him, and ask him about what you should do. They say most teenagers don't take the advice of the people who've already experienced things, I'm not most teenagers. Advice, Wisdom, & what they say can have a huge impact in my life. I believe that has a huge factor in why I'm a listener rather than a talker. Unfortunatly, I've got to find a way to talk.